Sunday 18 May 2014

The Value of Love is Wastefullness

Love.
is not about a mutual feeling of caring between two persons.
neither a feeling of need nor to be needed.
not about the affections,
the charisma,
the beauty.
All will fades away.
by time.
Slowly.

Love is a wastefulness.
in,
getting
annoyed,
angry,
dissatisfied,
uncomprehended,
unappreciated
and etc.

Coz,
to experience love,
 You have to be brave enough to waste your time.
with that one person till 


THE END

P/S: ok, jum layan lagu John Legend
:)

Friday 28 March 2014

The Toys.

Looking at them.
They are playing with their toys,
Sophisticated gadgets,
Expensive things,


Neither was I feeling jealous,
nor
angry.

While they were playing with their toys,
I was busy playing with reality.

While they were having good time with their friends,
over some expensive things,
I was busy playing with sweat and tiredness.

When they were happy spending time sharing and talking bout their interest,
Talking bout sophisticated things, new technology, new memory,
I was busy creating my own world of imagination.

They and I,
We share little common interests.
They were playing with created things,
while i was busy playing with my mind,
creating new things..


while they was busy making memory,
I was busy making dream.

When they was busy sharing,
I was busy giving.

When they were gathering, 
I prefer to be alone.
lost in my own playground.

Play with my brain and mind.
Creating new imaginations.
For a future that I never own.

Coz I was born of unknown, 
And
Would be leaving as unknown.
Yet, 
promise me that,
You will be living in my future.

Wednesday 19 March 2014

Aku dan Bulan.

Aku dan Bulan.
Berbicara kami berdua.
Berbicara bahasa kesunyian.
Hanya kami yang memahami.

       Rindu...
       Topik perbicaraan kami.
       Tanpa jemu berbicara.

Kadang- kadang.
Turunnya hujan..
Berbicara dengan linangan air mata.

      Taktala aku dan bulan
      Mulai menyepi.

Kerana kisah cinta
Aku dan Bulan tidaklah seindah,
Kisah cinta,

  Romeo dan Juliet,
  Shah Jehan dan Mumtaznya,

Jauh sekali kisah Laila dan Majnun.


Kisah cinta Aku dan Bulan,
hanya berteman kesepian.
Setia menanti,
Tapi tak pernah dicari.

Taktala kesepian menghimpit,
Kami berpandangan.
Aku dan Bulan.


March.19 2014
Raw.
Alone
Pauh, Arau, Perlis.

Tuesday 3 September 2013

Does love dies?

Some claimed that love is an eternal feeling.
 Never fades away. 
Thinking there is a utopia world. 
Does love dies??

A magical feeling.
That transformed human.
From primitive to civilized.
Bonding two different perspectives.
Yet, does love dies?

Sometimes, love is a good opium.
In curing the lost.
The wanderer.
What is love?
Merely a feeling or addiction.

Nothing eternal.
Love dies.
In the absence of understanding.
In the absence of compromising differences.
In the absence of trust.
In the absence of loyalty.
Interfered with doubt.
Interfered with anger.
Interfered with egoism.

The End


p/s: mode=reading+thinking+pondering+understanding.

Yet, we can prevent it from fading away. :)

Saturday 25 May 2013

# CLIONVTEA #


Setiap orang punyai cerita,
Setiap orang punyai derita,
Setiap orang punyai bahagia.

Everybody want to be loved,
Everybody wan to fall in love,
Everybody wanted to experience what love is.

Love,
A simple word with four alphabets.
Two vocals, two consonants.
Represents two person with common understanding.

Cinta itu,
Ringkas tafsirannya,
Namun abstrak pemahamannya,
Tiada kesepakatan dalam mendefinisikannya.

Biarkan definisi itu tergantung.
Kerana, 
Cinta bukan untuk ditafsirkan.
Tetapi untuk dialami, dirasai.

Location : Awe Tomyam, Arau
Date: 13 May 2013, 10.03pm


CLIONVTEA is a combination of two languages, Malay and English, which carries the same meaning.
CINTA=LOVE 

Monday 29 April 2013

Seorang Pemimpin....

Mencanak kata- kata
Dari mereka.
Inilah pemimpin yang kami cari.

Dua ideologi politik yang berbeza.
Dua arus gelombang yang berbeza.
Bertembung dalam satu arena.
Arena pentas politik.

Berhujah.
Berdebat.
Berbicara.

Ada yang mendabik dada.
Pilihlah saya.
Korupsi dihapuskan.
Pilihlah saya.
Negara akan maju.

Calon berbalah sesama calon.
Pengikut berbalah sesama pengikut.
Ini kali lah
Lain kali lah.

Terlepas kata.
Putus silaturrahim.
Tajamnya kata-kata.
Sedangkan sebilah pedang belum tentu mampu memutuskannya.

Gelombang A, Gelombang B.
Masing-masing memburukkan antara satu sama lain.
Benar.
Luahkan kebenaran walaupun ianya amat menyakitkan.
Benar.
Zalim harus ditentang.
Benar.
Kesemua hujah mereka benar belaka.

Mereka.
Berteriak.
"Kami lah pemimpin yang mendokong suruhan Agama"
Baik gelombang A, mahupun gelombang B.

Aku.
Seorang pengundi dalam "state of confusion"
Celaru dengan kemajuan teknologi.
Rimas dengan dendam manusia.
Mencari damai dalam dimensi minda.
Ingin memesan kepada generasi hadapan.
Yang kini dipimpin, mungkin akan memimpin di masa hadapan.

Jadilah pemimpin seperti Muhammad.
Tegas, tetapi berhikmah.
Tidak berkompromi, tetapi menghormati.
Menolak dalam senyuman.
Menegur dengan kelembutan dan konsistensi.

Peristiwa Hijrah.
Dua puak berbeza
Bersilaturrahim.
Di bawah seorang pemimpin.

Kisah Hajarul Aswad.
Sekumpulan manusia bertelagah.
Dia datang membawa hikmah.
Memberi penyelesaian berhikmah.
Dia  digelar Al- Amin.

Wahai pemimpin masa hadapan.
Aku hanya mencoret luahan ini untuk tatapan kita bersama.
Semoga kehidupan kita berlandaskan Al-Quran dan As- Sunnah.
Amin.

Saturday 22 December 2012

Sacrificing

As long as i can smile, i will smile.
Eventhough i am hurt.
As long as i can hold my anger, i will hold it.
Eventhough i am angry.
As long as i can pretend that i do not know, i will pretend to not know.
Eventhough it happens in front of my eyes.

As long as you do not know, i will continue lying.
Eventhough i hate it.

As long as....

.......................

I will.........

...............